Excerpts

I first discovered my sexuality at the age of six. Obviously at the age of six, I did not know what sexuality meant. I just saw the visual. My mom had this neighbor, who I referred to as Mrs. Curvy Kitty, in my eyes was the sexiest woman I had ever seen, besides Marilyn Monroe and Ann Margaret. She was about 5’7”, had long, fiery, curly red hair, and a gorgeous, busty, curvaceous body. Her hourglass figure would stop traffic on any highway and her long legs would go on forever. Plus, she was beautiful both inside and out.

She reminded me a lot of Ann Margaret, one of my idols growing up. Ann Margaret was a gorgeous vixen, sex kitten of the ‘60s – ‘70s who starred with Elvis Presley in Viva Las Vegas. However, I first saw her in the movie, Bye Bye Birdie. She was one sexy, hot, raunchy lady. Ann Margaret moved with oozing sexuality, and her aura was intoxicating. Every time I saw her, she took my breath away. Until this day, my panties get wet just thinking about her.

Ann Margaret was the hottest woman in show business that I admired and looked up to. She could dance, act, sing, and her sensual voice when she spoke, was soft and gentle. (She would be amazing at phone sex, if she ever did it.) She danced extremely erotic and I took in every movement of her swiveling hips, and gyrating dance moves, which always made me hot with passion. I so wanted to be like this vision of beauty.

Mrs. Curvy Kitty had green eyes, with a touch of devil in them. When she looked at you, you knew she was a devilish vamp. She had gorgeous sweetheart lips that were sexy and inviting. She could capture any man with her intoxicating, alluring, captivating, sensual hip moving cougar walk. One evening, I saw her going out to a party. She wore a long clingy evening gown, a beautiful shade of emerald green that accentuated

her gorgeous statuesque figure, and brought out those vampish, green, seductive eyes that would make any man’s cock rise to the occasion. Her cleavage was absolutely full and a delight to look at. She wore 5-inch stiletto heels, silver rhinestone stilettoes that sparkled with every step she took. She was the epitome of rare beauty, and watching her took my breath away. I envisioned that beauty every single day of my life when I was young. I wanted to dress like her, look like her. I would pray every night to God, “PLEASE, PLEASE GOD, give me this vision of beauty, so that when I grow up, I could look like this GODDESS!”

And guess what? God answered my prayers, except for my height. God didn’t pay too much attention in the height department. I guess He was focusing too much on the size of my tits. Today, I stand 4’8”, 34DD, 26, 34 all-natural, with size 2 feet. Yes, rare and unique.

When my mom would take me shopping, I always wanted to have the tightest jeans, and the tightest tops that would accentuate my full tits, and until this very day I dress just like that. Sexy, yet classy and provocative.

Most women end up in the sex industry because they have no choice or pimps coerce them into it. Pimps paint this big beautiful picture of how they will take care of these women. Pimps get these women into escorting, and then get them addicted to heavy coke or drinking to make the job easier for the girls. The pimps take all of the ladies’ money, never give them a dime, beat the shit out of the them, and these women have such low self-esteem, they actually believe that these scum bags will take care of them. It’s such a sad existence. Most of the time, the ending to this horrific story, is the girl either dies because of an overdose, or the pimp beats her to death.

In my case, I made my own choices. Hey, I am not ashamed to admit it. I love dancing. I have always been extremely comfortable with my sexuality. So for me, the sex industry was the perfect fit.

I became an exotic dancer, not so much for taking off my clothes, but for being on stage and dancing. I have always loved the arts and because I was always turned down from auditions, this was my platform, and I took control up there.

Dancing makes me cum, believe it or not. I get caught up in the sexy beat of it all. It is an incredible sexy, erotic feeling. I feel so free and uninhibited in my sexuality.

My show consists of the old burlesque style of dancing with three songs. The first two songs, I would be dressed in a tight short black dress with slits on the side, high stiletto heels, dancing to salsa music. It was high energy, a lot of screaming on stage, as the music would sashay my hips to the Latin beat, grinding and gyrating, as I would take myself away dreaming of the islands while being on stage. I could feel the moisture of wetness through my sheer, delicate silk panties, the more I bumped and grinded, the more my pussy filled with sweet juicy nectar. I loved it, thinking of it right now as I am writing it. I feel my pussy getting moist. Those dancing days…what a beautiful memory.

When I would finish my show a lot of my Latin coworkers would approach me, and would start talking to me in Spanish. I had no fucking clue what they were saying.

So the first two songs were always Latin music of some sort, and then my third song would be me in a hat, tails and a cane. I would put a chair on stage, turn my back to the audience, and my last song would be, You Can Leave Your Hat On by Joe Cocker. This has got to be one of the sexiest strip songs ever written. Tom Jones also has his own version of it, but I prefer Joe Cocker’s version, I don’t know why. Maybe because cock is in Joe’s name. Oh my devious mind. LOVE IT!

I would take that cane, put it between my big beautiful voluptuous round tits, and pretend that my cane was a cock. I would take my tongue out and pretend I was licking the head of it. Guys screamed and hollered for more. I encourage anybody to strip for his or her partner. It is fun, erotic, playful and gets all the juices flowing from both parties. Ladies, I urge you to go out and buy a cane, and feel sexy for your partner. Put on some sexy music that you love, feel the beat of the music, and just let your inner inhibitions take over. I recommend you sit on a chair. Put on garters and stockings, and I am sure your partner will approve. Or if you enjoy stay ups, wear those, or wear crotch-less pantyhose. Feel like the sexy woman that you are. Tease your partner, and love every minute of it.

I LOVE talking dirty, but only in the bedroom.

There is a time and place for everything. Like I said earlier, a lady in the parlor, and a whore in the bedroom. And I will say it again, let’s face it ladies, most men want it, but don’t know what to do with it when they get it.

As I said in my earlier chapter, I explored my body at the age of 12 and never stopped since. I would masturbate every night until my pussy and I became really good friends. My pussy talks to me to this day. We know each other inside and out. I explored my big beautiful breasts, touched them, fondled them, and squeezed them, wanting to know with my hands, if my tits felt better, touching them softly, or squeezing them like you want to make pizza dough. I discovered that I enjoy soft gentle caressing for my breasts. How about you? Because of exploring my body, I am extremely comfortable in my own skin. I don’t smoke, do drugs, rarely drink alcohol, except for once in a blue moon a shot of tequila outside of work, or a Cosmopolitan, but most importantly, I get high on life. I have always pushed the envelope because I believe that my gifts from God are to love the arts, be creative, and to help people along the way.

When I started indulging in sex, I would love to talk dirty in bed. It just came very natural to me. Talking in bed whether it is the man saying sweet things like,“Oh Baby your pussy taste so sweet and so delicious.” “I love the way you feel.” Or “You look so sexy.”

Or if the guy gets real down and dirty, and raunchy, like, “Fuck me good, you wild, sexy whore.”

Or “Suck my cock, you dirty little slut.”

I believe it heightens the sex because sex is 98% of your brain. Now, this dirty talk may not be for you, and that is okay. But I encourage you to try it. You never know, you may become A-DICK-TID!!! Or the two of you may collapse with laughter because it sounds so strange to you. Either way, it’s all in fun. I encourage both men and women to try this tantalizing and erotic journey. Have fun in the bedroom. Have fun with each other. It enriches your life together. Here are some examples you may like to try.

LADIES: TEASE YOUR MAN. TEASE HIS COCK, AND LOOK UP AT HIM BEFORE YOU ATTEMPT TO SUCK IT!!!! OR LICK IT AND SAY TO YOUR PARTNER, “DO YOU WANT YOUR SEXY SLUT TO SUCK THIS BEAUTIFUL COCK THAT IS IN MY HAND?” HE IS NATURALLY GOING TO SAY YES. THEN SAY TO HIM, “BEG FOR IT.”

MEN: TEASE YOUR WOMAN BETWEEN HER LEGS. TELL HER HOW MUCH YOU WANT TO TASTE THAT SWEET, DELICIOUS, INSATIABLE PUSSY (OR CUNT). NOW I KNOW A LOT OF LADIES DO NOT LIKE THE C WORD, AND IF YOU DON’T LIKE THAT WORD, THEN DON’T USE IT. BUT IF IT IS IN THE HEAT OF PASSION, ANYTHING GOES.

When I am making love and I am in the heat of the moment, anything comes out of my mouth. I forget where I am. I lose all my inhibitions. I literally lose my mind in the heat of passion, and I go into an exorcist mode. Sometimes I lose control; I shiver, I shake, I have no filter. But that is me, and I accept who I am because I love who I am. Now, I cannot be with a man who says nothing in bed. I don’t want to be with someone who is grunting and groaning. We are not in the stone ages. If you are grunting and groaning during sex, at least be a real cave man and pull my hair. My pussy just might get wet.

Grunting and groaning is just plain vanilla sex, I need spicy and raunchy. The dirtier, the better. Like I said, dirty talk might not be for you, but here are a few more you may like to try if you are very open minded. You may find that this will open up a whole new world for you and your partner.

MEN: “COME HERE YOU SEXY BITCH. KEEP YOUR PANTIES ON, WHILE I TAKE MY TONGUE AND TEASE THAT SWEET JUICY CUNT OF YOURS. THE THOUGHT OF YOU GETTING WET, IS GETTING MY COCK REALLY FUCKIN’ HARD FOR YA.”

Men, take your lady, (make sure her clothes are on) put her up against the wall with her face, facing the wall, whisper in her ear, “Do you want my hard, throbbing cock you sexy whore? Do you feel my hard cock against your ass? You’re my whore and no one else’s.”

Hold that thought my pussy is getting wet, just writing this……… ummmm